Thursday, 31 May 2012

I Know My Answer Now

Hello you beautiful people.

So, I have made my decision to kill my love and empathy, hearts full of joy stuff things. How could I possibly be so blind and be so kind to give him so many chances and making him think that he is some kind of a Budhist cat with 9 lives! Na'ah girl, no way am I being lenient this time.

Actually I am well aware that I am so stupid because I seem to keep on caring what other people think and that I figure that maybe it is my fault so why not I just say sorry and end this war in this blood full battleship? Well not anymore! I find that sentences and action to be full of shit now cause seriously I am tired for being so kind and making myself say sorry when I am at my most innocent moments.

To you who reads this, don't care at all what other people think and say about you cause they are not perfect at all and no where near to being eligible in telling you what to do and what is right and wrong. You make the choices and you say what you have to in any situations, trust me, I have been doing that and ALHAMDULILLAH which means thank god! I am near in being a super human now. Fight for yourself and seriously, you don't need to care about others, unless they are your family.

Assalammualaikum and live blissfully

Oh! Oh! By the way, this is a simple and short message, I just got to tell you that, I am no longer wasting my tears for some guy who used to mean a lot to me and whom I thought was 'IT'. He is stupid and way dumber that I thought he would be. I am over him, and InsyaAllah I plan for this feeling of super hatred to last forever in my soul towards him and may I never have to deal with his furious anger issues ever again!

Okay, I'm really done now! Bye :*

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