Inspiration

I have been trying to find the perfect story to be told in a song. My song. I can't find the right one, just yet. The right melody. The right quotes. The right plucking. The right beat and strumming. Nothing. All this while, once seemed so easy to make that song and had everyone fall for them in reason with experience or in relate with the story. What can I do, when my inspiration has gone away?

I kept making sad songs. Love songs. Though I love them, because they speak of me, my story, my open diary.. I am quite sad as they all kind of sound alike and I need new beat, new MUSE. My first step in making this ambition come true, I start meeting new people. Girls and boys, young ones and old ones. Hear their story, their lifetime love and memories, their experience, anything and as many as I can get. Not much of a luck were gain by this though, there is still nothing. Nothing at all.

I am experiencing a really really bad un-creative mental breakdown right now. I you have a story, that you think is interesting and worth telling to the world, well half of it? Would you please, please tell me?

THANK YOU