2:24 In The Morning and This Is What I Get

What the hell did I just discovered? Who the hell is this person whose name I haven't even heard of in my entire life? I remember you used my laptop once and so could it be by you? Written by you for her? If so then why do you feel that way about her? Why are you so sorry? Why are you so embarrassed by the messages you claimed to have wrongly sent to her when you should've send it to someone else? Why are you so ashamed by it? What is in those massages? And what's more curious is that, why do you end the mail with a signature name representing someone else and not you? I know no one of that name in my life. How is she? That name? Why that name? I am utterly confused by this. It sickens me that the puzzle stays but I know the matter of fact that you instead of the others who wrote it. I know, and it bothers me. I need explanations, but simply asking you won't do. It won't do