I'm facing the same depressing situation all over again. Its an awesome thing to go out with my very familiar, very close friends. However, I must say I've had enough of their shenanigans of not being serious about the plannings and time management. Not all of them of course, probably particularly one. I've asked you a day earlier, to ask permission from people who you need to, and you said okay. Then I woke up this morning, had breakfast, took a bath, cleaned my room, and still nothing. So I called to ask you if you've had a specific answer, and you said no. You haven't ask. I said fine. Yes I said fine but inside I'm deeply hurt by that. You should prepare me with an answer. A yes or no answer. Then its okay, maybe you're waiting to ask them at the most 'proper' time, so I let you be and just wait for you to call me back. Now? Its already 11:43. Going to be 12 I'm sure by the time I publish this. Still nothing from you. No calls. No texts? No nothing. I hate that. Waiting like an idiot for a simple yes or no answer. And no, I'm not letting my ego side take over or anything, but to just pick up the phone and call you and ask you again, I just refuse to. Because I have been doing exactly that every time we'd plan to go out. And its like you have no effort what so ever to call me. To cooperate. My patience level possibly has reached its limits. And though I love you very much, I am hurt. And I can't tell you that cause I'm sure you'll be pissed and give me excuses or something. I can't tell to my family cause I hate to rad you out like that, I protect you. And I can't tell this to my other friends cause its not nice and like I said, I protect you. But I am freaking pissed. I hate waiting and you're doing exactly that
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