You just got serve?

So I decided to show everyone my brutal side next year. What's the point of being yourself in few eyes, but you yet not entirely you in others? Its pathetic and I'm sick of it and my friends have the impression of which when I do that things get awkward cause suddenly I'm this sweet soft person? I mean, I am soft sometimes, when the situation needs me to, but I can't be that 24/7.

Though I am used to it and its like apart of me already, I still hate it cause it makes my friends feel awkward and uncomfortable for a moment and that the fact that other people get the wrong impression of who I am. But, regardless of that I am still brutal though. As soft spoken I am to those other 'friends' when I need to speak something even if it'll offend them, I'll still say it. If they cross the line, I'd still push them back behind it. I'm fair. Just like my name says I am. Qistina = Fair (ADIL)

That's just me. The fact that my ex calls me a gangster doesn't offend me at all but I actually look at it as a compliment! Cause that's what I like to be seen as. Gangsters don't let themselves to be toppled by other people, especially the 90% of humans these days who are born and turned up to be a well produce jerk. No way. So I love to be called that.

My life is just complicated maybe. If you know me, explaining this to you would be much easier! Like my two awesome bestfriends, they've known me fror 8 years. And will change that to 9 next year! So, every move I make, they already know. They understand me so well. Sometimes more that my parents do. Seriously. Finding new friends for me is a troublesome, cause it'll just take me another, what 3 4 years to make them understand me they way my babies do now? Haha no way. SO I'll stick to what I've got now. Nooooo don't bother in searching someone new.

I can't believe you read all these? You're that interested in knowing me? (Speaking like a bangang) Ha Ha Ha. Alright, Thanks anyways (: Just P/S : If you do know me in real life, beware of what I say. I might mean it... but I might actually don't. Not even a single word :)

Oh another P/S! To you strangers, when you see that picture of me at that right column there, you never thought I'd be saying these ridiculous things didn't you? Muahahahahaha