Despair in light the window

I looked outside the window and I thought I saw you there
I glimpse out and reached out my hands
I called your name a thousand times
I whispered in misery
Saving the last breath for you and me

No one can feel this pain
Of losing you in a way by force
I still sit next to that door in hopes you would knock
And I still cry
Hold your picture in my hands
The miss and kisses I still fill it running through my chest

Dreams were crush with your death
And oh there's many types of lost that I faced with you
It comes and goes and it hurts and it feels good

Shot out of the skies in lies with you
Shot out of his mind when I said I'm with you
Shot out of her eyes when she seen you in every one
Shot out of the dreams in two

Hold my hands
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you fall

Feel this bruises
At my hands
I got them when I fought
For you